i guess times aren't so bad when you have the ability to think back on other things. sometimes things seem very difficult, but when it comes to integrity ... integrity always seems to almost miss out. but even to wonder is to treasure a passing second. a moment.
life's filled with moments, and either they are yours ... or you give them away to the one that seems to need it. but to think this slowly has to be giving many a head-shift. more like a [total ignore] but what we fill up our moments with ... we fill up our lives with. thanks to mother nature's beautiful names she assigned to each and every one of us.
scientists say this dna is related to bits and bytes and compound arithmetic and complex equations and last i heard they deciphered 3 billion ... [of the actual code element of dna] so it can be a word ... in some sort of language. but if the things we think about and the things we do about are not in some sort of order, we will never have the answers that we seek. and then again many do not seek any answers further than the next meal.
thoughts of an economy as a dollar bill struggling to hold up a plate of cookies because many ants are eating away at the dollar bill and cookies are falling from the sky and more ants are coming and the dollar bends more and the cookies slide ... is not copyrighted, so go ahead and use it television already. we are the ants. we put the dollar there to give us our cookies when we wanted. we were few then. and the leaders among us didnt imagine we would turn into what we are now. maybe some of them did.
we fill our lives with eager anticipation that either the messaiah would arrive or ... cuz the leaders are lacking the ability to see. proper planing must look at the past and the future ... never the present. but presently news = hollywood, because the television was never used as it should have been intended.
stop me all ... if this thought does not f@#$ you up. can you imagine the human race if televisions had turned into schools. i mean of course you see what i mean. can you imagine if televisions only show educational materials ... only. ONLY. i mean from day one lecturers could veritably retire. schools could close and monitored safety parks and sports and technical vocational areas take their place. parents could stay home ... [i dont know how yet.] but the smoke drifts away now. and all of a sudden ... maybe you can understand how stupid i think i really am. [and maybe not]
so you fill your life with your moments. trust me i know how you feel. buts its a big world.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Sunday, December 28, 2008
the trouble with love is ...
sometimes when a dog barks and your mind actually thinks you can identify ... something it is intending ... then would be a good time to get angry at science for being absurdly stupid. see the thing about science is .. it aims to prove or disprove a hypo ... back up .. right there. it aims to prove.
it should have aimed to influence ... maybe then it would have been given more attention. and all manner of heavenly daydreams can be fulfilled. sorry i meant 'could have been' ... funny how we always almost miss it ...
it should have aimed to influence ... maybe then it would have been given more attention. and all manner of heavenly daydreams can be fulfilled. sorry i meant 'could have been' ... funny how we always almost miss it ...
Saturday, December 27, 2008
next week wednesday
It is only a step from boredom to disillusionment, which leads naturally to self-pity, which in turn ends in chaos.
... these are not my words, i dont think anything i have ever written has ever sounded so vague. most of you will never truly understand the mind of the man that has gone down in history for saying them, hopefully, me neither. but to take every last one of those words and feel the negativity inherent in its nature, you might come to the assumption that it bears not repeating ... because it appears to be true.
the are other things that appear to be true too. butter is bad, so is sugar, so is the bread, and the vapor molecules of fume that now go undetected by most, when buying gas. my english teacher could never see eye to eye with me ... punctuation still made words awkward, less restrictive punctuality meant my own understanding and how i delivered it back was always my interpretation of what the .... ever you just told me. this is me. cursed with a genetic memory though i think that whole slavery thing wont fully go away ever ... today i bought a chicken salad sandwhich. the guy [ethnically different] seemed to be uneasy with my ethnicity or .. but i guess people are afraid. i guess black guys eat less of this sandwhich here .. than anywhere where i am from and where he is from ... scary indeed
but what appears to be true is the fact that no one knows what overcrowding looks like ... we are killing the planet whales are dying ... etc. so many problems. why is no one doing anything about it? do'nt give that .. it all starts with us that bs is see through to monkeys. am i not then more intelligent than mere donkey kong? ... well the sad part is king kong fought ... and we kicked his ass. not me .. but those rich enough to have travelled far enough to misinterpret the creature.
no offense though because thats what we teach our kids ... but we are only teaching them what we havent the time to begin to understand. so do habits become blind, ritual empty ... and then nightmarish mirror reflections of the opening line ... do about it we must. i believe deception ... is grossly misunderstood. most people [myself included] sometimes are totally unforgiving of their own ignorance and dismiss themselves as to being ''perfectly'' still themselves after seeing a magic trick or unexplained event. most people dont know how an airplane flies, or how much work goes into computer programming.
you see we all have the ability to understand something phenomenally different about our environment. because we are so thankfully different. but even our interpretations and understanding of ourselves and our environment is not widely communicated. most conspiracy theorists dramatize the fact that something has happened, or is going to happen, or we are being lied to. this is because even the dissenters from the social norm have an organismal optimistic approach to the preservation of life.
what i do not see are the minds that have realized that we are in an endgame situation. and that calamities [i hope i killed that biblical term correctly] are more than likely a pre-determined occurrence and if overpopulation is invisible, then i wonder where is it in the bible about how many people can successfully live on this rock before christ returns. i am not saying this jokingly, the water in your town is not as good as it used to be ... until you had to pay for it. water ... i bet some people could never imagine paying for water. billions of em. but not us bloggers.
i am sure all of this may not sink in until next week wednesday.
... these are not my words, i dont think anything i have ever written has ever sounded so vague. most of you will never truly understand the mind of the man that has gone down in history for saying them, hopefully, me neither. but to take every last one of those words and feel the negativity inherent in its nature, you might come to the assumption that it bears not repeating ... because it appears to be true.
the are other things that appear to be true too. butter is bad, so is sugar, so is the bread, and the vapor molecules of fume that now go undetected by most, when buying gas. my english teacher could never see eye to eye with me ... punctuation still made words awkward, less restrictive punctuality meant my own understanding and how i delivered it back was always my interpretation of what the .... ever you just told me. this is me. cursed with a genetic memory though i think that whole slavery thing wont fully go away ever ... today i bought a chicken salad sandwhich. the guy [ethnically different] seemed to be uneasy with my ethnicity or .. but i guess people are afraid. i guess black guys eat less of this sandwhich here .. than anywhere where i am from and where he is from ... scary indeed
but what appears to be true is the fact that no one knows what overcrowding looks like ... we are killing the planet whales are dying ... etc. so many problems. why is no one doing anything about it? do'nt give that .. it all starts with us that bs is see through to monkeys. am i not then more intelligent than mere donkey kong? ... well the sad part is king kong fought ... and we kicked his ass. not me .. but those rich enough to have travelled far enough to misinterpret the creature.
no offense though because thats what we teach our kids ... but we are only teaching them what we havent the time to begin to understand. so do habits become blind, ritual empty ... and then nightmarish mirror reflections of the opening line ... do about it we must. i believe deception ... is grossly misunderstood. most people [myself included] sometimes are totally unforgiving of their own ignorance and dismiss themselves as to being ''perfectly'' still themselves after seeing a magic trick or unexplained event. most people dont know how an airplane flies, or how much work goes into computer programming.
you see we all have the ability to understand something phenomenally different about our environment. because we are so thankfully different. but even our interpretations and understanding of ourselves and our environment is not widely communicated. most conspiracy theorists dramatize the fact that something has happened, or is going to happen, or we are being lied to. this is because even the dissenters from the social norm have an organismal optimistic approach to the preservation of life.
what i do not see are the minds that have realized that we are in an endgame situation. and that calamities [i hope i killed that biblical term correctly] are more than likely a pre-determined occurrence and if overpopulation is invisible, then i wonder where is it in the bible about how many people can successfully live on this rock before christ returns. i am not saying this jokingly, the water in your town is not as good as it used to be ... until you had to pay for it. water ... i bet some people could never imagine paying for water. billions of em. but not us bloggers.
i am sure all of this may not sink in until next week wednesday.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
unregular human disposition
firstly most people who read this, will have a most difficult time identifying the underlying positivity that lies underneath this crude exposition. most people are born without a knack or understanding of science outside of the scope of their daily routine. this is due to nature? i wont argue for, or against nurture. but i do propose that the vast majority of us are pre-disposed to life as we know it.
this involves the following of various models, religious, political, familial cultural etc. all of which have no basis in the proper determination of [a daily renewed] quantum experience.
lets face it, there goes more unexplained everyday, than goes explained, this process of explanation [in a way] helps us to evolve [or devolve] ie. communication like this being read, will be seen as primary in nature, to some, while others will have no idea of implications generated by the anti-thesis to many of these statements [including those you haven't read yet].
science can not explain everything, but by trying to do so, we raise the level of humanity to plateaus that are often mistaken as significant days, era's .. periods etc. when in fact the only significant events are usually shielded from public view. this mere hypothesis is so plausible it has to be taken as a possible reality. but realities [controlled environments because every environment follows its own set of physics] are not for everyone. some humans have been genetically ... de-vovled. anyone who thinks they use the total capacity and use of their brain should be able to provide you with the hard maths that proves this theory.
that's what we as humans do everyday. we theorize and philosophize on the tiny details and we continuously conduct experiments within our known environments. our ability to remain restricted to our realities is more or less in-evitable. as the movement of time or our in ability to detach ourselves from it, contributes to some of what we term the human condition.
science is quite possibly the most important tool necessary in making life easier, nazism explored and exploited this belief with selfish results. why? i am no nazi but i do identify with fundamentals that the leaders during that period acted upon. they acted on their beliefs, not many people on the planet act so viciously on beliefs that are so ... basic. these are people of which money is just a word. and politicians are simple tax collectors and i hate to use the word liars ... i prefer the term, ''engaged in dis-information for the sake of'' [insert minority group here, or global cause, or simply imagine a check to be written out to whoever you wish in any amount not to exceed 3 million dollars ... deposited where you want it] this is a job most government officials pray to get the chance of.
i have had the un-deniable task of trying not to think macro-cosmically. this has caused me to be a bit removed from normal influences and seek the influences of the few. finding the few seems to be simple enough, but without a Ph.D. behind my name i have had to prove my true intentions on 2 occasions. [classified] what i am hoping for [to come out of all of this] is the influence of more to turn to science, it may uncover realities more important than any television series, ballgame, opera show, vacation to the bahamas etc.
i am in the bahamas and yes the weather and the reality in which i find myself is ... can be very enjoyable at times, but the worlds i have been exposed to, have more than helped me realize that an island location is a great escape from harsher realities forced upon some [in a tragic way] and generously gifted to others. i am not proposing that just because you have a question, you should have it answered by someone who can answer it. but maybe i would answer it for you ... if you would simply accept it. but because our heads are so humanly strong once we push it in one direction .. its hard to pull it back out [lol] i am currently working on frequencies and the human bio-electro magnetic field. military already has physical equipment geared toward affecting the human body with invisible unaudible ... waves that can be used for many effects, from hot-stasis [opposite of cryo-stasis, which involves the stopping of the physical body among other things] hot stasis involves tuning of cells to a level of resonance that ... heals the cell, removes foreign substances [at the cellular level] and can actually have an almost limitless applications depending on the frequencies that can be safely used.
i do not write code, but hopefully i become gifted with this ability in the near future. and no its not like i am just gonna be on a beach in a few minutes ... a guy got laundry to do, sleep to catch up on from ... last night etc. today i was asked who could be blamed for us? [social-culture] but i left it alone ... the asker must seek out their own. my demons belong to me, and i wont let them near anyone else. i may get a chance to test out my science on them .. soon enough.
this involves the following of various models, religious, political, familial cultural etc. all of which have no basis in the proper determination of [a daily renewed] quantum experience.
lets face it, there goes more unexplained everyday, than goes explained, this process of explanation [in a way] helps us to evolve [or devolve] ie. communication like this being read, will be seen as primary in nature, to some, while others will have no idea of implications generated by the anti-thesis to many of these statements [including those you haven't read yet].
science can not explain everything, but by trying to do so, we raise the level of humanity to plateaus that are often mistaken as significant days, era's .. periods etc. when in fact the only significant events are usually shielded from public view. this mere hypothesis is so plausible it has to be taken as a possible reality. but realities [controlled environments because every environment follows its own set of physics] are not for everyone. some humans have been genetically ... de-vovled. anyone who thinks they use the total capacity and use of their brain should be able to provide you with the hard maths that proves this theory.
that's what we as humans do everyday. we theorize and philosophize on the tiny details and we continuously conduct experiments within our known environments. our ability to remain restricted to our realities is more or less in-evitable. as the movement of time or our in ability to detach ourselves from it, contributes to some of what we term the human condition.
science is quite possibly the most important tool necessary in making life easier, nazism explored and exploited this belief with selfish results. why? i am no nazi but i do identify with fundamentals that the leaders during that period acted upon. they acted on their beliefs, not many people on the planet act so viciously on beliefs that are so ... basic. these are people of which money is just a word. and politicians are simple tax collectors and i hate to use the word liars ... i prefer the term, ''engaged in dis-information for the sake of'' [insert minority group here, or global cause, or simply imagine a check to be written out to whoever you wish in any amount not to exceed 3 million dollars ... deposited where you want it] this is a job most government officials pray to get the chance of.
i have had the un-deniable task of trying not to think macro-cosmically. this has caused me to be a bit removed from normal influences and seek the influences of the few. finding the few seems to be simple enough, but without a Ph.D. behind my name i have had to prove my true intentions on 2 occasions. [classified] what i am hoping for [to come out of all of this] is the influence of more to turn to science, it may uncover realities more important than any television series, ballgame, opera show, vacation to the bahamas etc.
i am in the bahamas and yes the weather and the reality in which i find myself is ... can be very enjoyable at times, but the worlds i have been exposed to, have more than helped me realize that an island location is a great escape from harsher realities forced upon some [in a tragic way] and generously gifted to others. i am not proposing that just because you have a question, you should have it answered by someone who can answer it. but maybe i would answer it for you ... if you would simply accept it. but because our heads are so humanly strong once we push it in one direction .. its hard to pull it back out [lol] i am currently working on frequencies and the human bio-electro magnetic field. military already has physical equipment geared toward affecting the human body with invisible unaudible ... waves that can be used for many effects, from hot-stasis [opposite of cryo-stasis, which involves the stopping of the physical body among other things] hot stasis involves tuning of cells to a level of resonance that ... heals the cell, removes foreign substances [at the cellular level] and can actually have an almost limitless applications depending on the frequencies that can be safely used.
i do not write code, but hopefully i become gifted with this ability in the near future. and no its not like i am just gonna be on a beach in a few minutes ... a guy got laundry to do, sleep to catch up on from ... last night etc. today i was asked who could be blamed for us? [social-culture] but i left it alone ... the asker must seek out their own. my demons belong to me, and i wont let them near anyone else. i may get a chance to test out my science on them .. soon enough.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
music lesson
a simple worded multi-conflict direct approach to the sensation of re-creating, interpreted audio signals. music is a very vague word, the truest form of the thing we are actually referring to is best left to the earliest form of the word. to hear a thing and like is ... is music to one's ears.
in order to understand what you can create musically, you may have to endure years of training, hours of practice, a mind meld, aura transplant .. whatever. but to do that is to connect to a reality, i will use the word ''audality'' songs are already copyrighted by me to that name. [seeders please remain seated]. the reality will be like a brief moment connected instantaneously [almost] with another brief moment ... where your ears input probably a greater amount of information (in relation to your eyes) .. to your brain. and the sound of things becomes ... almost as solid as if you were looking at them.
this can all be done without the aid of harmful substances. however in most cases it is necessary to do research into any field very thoroughly, talents arent just designed to exist. they help in evolution [doubters made me torch the term transcendance] ... awareness of realities ... it can be addictive. in and of itself music exists as many things ... and this vague term holds more in connection with the realities that exist closer together, it is a generator, or re-alignment mechanism ...
like i said it is many things. i suggest every person make a to-do list. make time for themselves and use that time .. either listening to music, or practicing in its creation. the sounds generated are purposeful exploits ... and provide [a neuralogical layout] easy examples of human nature ... in the form of sound, time, and with closed [or ninja] open eyes ... color.
in order to understand what you can create musically, you may have to endure years of training, hours of practice, a mind meld, aura transplant .. whatever. but to do that is to connect to a reality, i will use the word ''audality'' songs are already copyrighted by me to that name. [seeders please remain seated]. the reality will be like a brief moment connected instantaneously [almost] with another brief moment ... where your ears input probably a greater amount of information (in relation to your eyes) .. to your brain. and the sound of things becomes ... almost as solid as if you were looking at them.
this can all be done without the aid of harmful substances. however in most cases it is necessary to do research into any field very thoroughly, talents arent just designed to exist. they help in evolution [doubters made me torch the term transcendance] ... awareness of realities ... it can be addictive. in and of itself music exists as many things ... and this vague term holds more in connection with the realities that exist closer together, it is a generator, or re-alignment mechanism ...
like i said it is many things. i suggest every person make a to-do list. make time for themselves and use that time .. either listening to music, or practicing in its creation. the sounds generated are purposeful exploits ... and provide [a neuralogical layout] easy examples of human nature ... in the form of sound, time, and with closed [or ninja] open eyes ... color.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
blog transformed
and so now i begin something else folks ... a blog that will turn into a music meter. please enjoy i hope to be fully functional by august 2009. i have a 6 month vacation i got to get to first ...
Saturday, October 25, 2008
gossip: form a
i heard this somewhere, a truly well written quote to say the least of it, dont mind all of this flattery because even if it does sound like me i could always just look for it now and ah yes it says here that i wrote it ... a truly smart man, knows that he must be educated every moment of his life ... even if that means he must constantly re-educate himself on the things he thinks he already knows.
i dont know why i would post something as abstract ... or write melodies broken by time of repetition. things slow down and stop. eventually. this wont be last time nor was this the first time. this is another time. give time a heritage and we live with but .. a very distant descendant apparently very ill ...
i dont know why i would post something as abstract ... or write melodies broken by time of repetition. things slow down and stop. eventually. this wont be last time nor was this the first time. this is another time. give time a heritage and we live with but .. a very distant descendant apparently very ill ...
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