A Few Sources

i call them sources, but they are more like repositories. i am about to update my tech and i figured here was as good a place as any, to put em up for future reference. this information and these sources do not belong to me. i refuse to accept responsibility for any of your experiments even if they go horribly well ...

[winterboard] : crystal voice
[icy] : apt.ripdev.com
ispaziorepo.com
apt.bigboss.us.com
apt.modmyi.com
apt.saurik.com
repo.smxy.org
apt9.yellowsn0w.com
www.zottd.com
cydia.iclarified.com
iromrepo.com
cydia.hackulo.us
apt.123Locker.com
repo.sinfuliphone.com
intelliborm.com
nickplee.com
apt.hackers.nl
apt.zanekills.com
apt.iphone-storage.de
repo.beyouriphone.com
apt.pwncenter.com
cydia.touch-mania.com
[cydia] : cydia.hackulo.us/
xsellize.com/cydia/
apt.ripdev.com/

these are all i have at present and its a bit too long to memorize, for those who want further explanation of these; they are digital sources for an iphone or similar device that can access the internet to better themselves ... the human equivalent would be very difficult to co-relate indeed. [my english lecturer would tell me use correlate ... and miss my point]

I was ill, but I am still getting better.

for quite some time now, western medicine/culture has been engaged in a cold war battle with eastern medicine/culture. the reason for it, although necessary, has not been looked at, to enhance a unified value system of both medicine and culture. the fight is elementary and invisible. modern day sherlock holmes would be no more important than ... what-his-indian-face name again.

the amount of information humans are not aware of is enough to stop his heart, if it was to be tried to be applied to his normal body. no, a normal body and a brain can only be aware of 'so much'... evolution has it's safety precautions seemingly still in place. [i mean no disrespect earlier, but i have not been made aware yet of many western teachers who were masters of wisdom and vessels of enlightenment].

the internet will be that which our minds now, cannot imagine will transform the generations of our future. it is with deepest sincerity that i apologize for not being able to create a video form [following this example] however as soon as i acquire more information i hope to connect audio, visually, and lithographically ... or writing .. i don't know the term, catographically ... lol. in english until i understand Sumerian and possibly keep record in that form.

theory of the universe

every human being on the planet falls into an ''either or'' category at most .. if not all points of time in their lives. Of our meager earthly mileage (the earth has been here a long time before we were ->fact) ... this meager mileage has terrified us to the point of mass awareness by a few ... and mass hypnosis on the other. 2012 or december 21st 2012 to be more precise ... seems to be the day in our calendar,where we are supposed to ... [all the living anyway I cant seem to figure out what happens to the dead yet ...] face death ... and with 90 percent of the population perishing ... because we did not invest in science and truth as we should have.

And for that we must call this day [or if the calculations are off ... then that day]... a day of truth. Not merely because some of us will be caught off guard ... 90 percent of us. And interestingly another 90 percent of us are going to be in the wrong place ... well I know its scary but truth is the only light in a dark cave. I think. So biological chemical ... nuclear death, water death ... fire death, all kinda death ... but lets all pray that the forecasters are wrong. But I think a human that does not learn himself or herself or themselves [seeing as we have the tendency to pair off into male – female - female – female - female – female - female relationships ... ] will undoubtedly otherwise be either doing something ... and make a ''God given'' choice to do it /:?... and are gonna choose otherwise. That the major way I can really see how 90% of the planet cannot feed itself.

The earth is a planet [=rock] located in space [sector quadrant :?unknown] ... we are currently in orbit around a bright sun [=dot] along with a few other planeets. That dot is wonderful but to think it doesnt wander around another dot would be asinine ... so guess what guys ... the rock that we are on is and awesomely fast rock ... it has been here for us when we needed it ... its not going to be here forever .... now it just so happened that our rock around a dot ... wasnt the only one in existence ... there being billions of dots we can see everytime we can afford to build better telescopes. Now we call ourselves human ... without ever knowing why, we sleep and get up and do the things we do without ever wondering why. We can ignore the ideas we choose to and have the ones we focus on. We are lost as a species when our leaders do not excel in the field of the humanities and the arts.

This is ''neuroscience'' .. the study of the human brain. I am no authority on the subject but in its practicalities I have been studious far more than the person who is blissfully considered aware of his own averages. Our current physiology was designed ... and has evolved during our duration and acclimation to this rock' that circles that dot ... etc. etc. the survival of the species depends on its leaders. Of course this cannot be proved ... but merely speculated as having the closest value to what highly educated men speculate as truth. Print. Are our leaders as ill advised as this sentence can be both read, and heard, and understood? but I say both ... but its actually three [fact].

Three is a number but it is also a concept employed to many constructs such as math .. and geometry ... duh. But also of music and art. There are three sides to every coin ... I get it. Many wont. Some do. Others wont. And then there will come a time when ... nobody actually cares anymore. hi. Welcome to the planet that we are stealing from others while they steal it from us. And I dont mean aliens, or extra-terrestrials. I dont know what I saw, but the energy I sensed was that the being knew I had already thought of losing in battle to it. This weak minded thinking is what happens when brain functions are offf balanced. I feel honeored to belong to an age of science and witness information becoming as instant as heaart attacks. Thats the cardio-vascular section ... three halls over from this quadrant now.

People who do not understand how themselves as a creature behaves can get caught up in a veil of dis-humanity and call it their own. And many call 'love' the answer ... love is no answer. Well I am sure that it is an answer in the grammatical sense. But not in the ''understood'' .. or ''practical'' sense. Imagine if you will ... a man was given the task to understand something and develop a practical implication of his ideas as it relates to his understanding.

Voice: ... [pause] if you wanted it, you would have gotten it. I have many and I am sure youre questions are few. I will not let you die before you get a chance to question me. But I am trying to see. You see I cant see ... and I cant talk unless you are very ... very ... very much paying attention to me. The best way to describe me is the ... ok picture yourself having three eyes as a baby ... and by the time youre born your parents are happy to see you because your third eye is no longer seen.

*that pesky voice. It reminded me of a computer program. There is consciousness in the strangest places''

....Yeah so the story goes we are like what we do. If we are smart enough to breed dogs we are dumb enough not to appreciate the beauty of ourselves being bred and .. designed. And interbred. Love is ... if love was the feeling that comes over people when incest occurs then human royalties might love each other very much ... and interdimensions would be easily seen in humand had a third eye ... that might triangulate its exact position in the universe and embrace the consciousness it supposes ... waits for its death.

So it scares its self to happiness with religion and the belief system. A belief system of so few .. among so many how dare it not claim oppression. Why is it that the highest religious are the greatest oppressed .. yin yang. Not the twins. Sorry guys. We will party with you guys again soon fo real. But if a persons brain is imibalanced ... the scientist that needs 200 years of research to come to a neurological conclusion .. is by far more important than any who just wanted to fly into space. It is my last position that I accept the path that I have chosen to find out this information and concede the fact that I do have the tools in my life now to promote this message. I have thus only to tag this note.

Not knowing .. or caring of what you are .... is a product of genetic manipulation. [fact = currently held in highest rank and regard as truth, ie. not yet a lie]

you fill your life with ...

i guess times aren't so bad when you have the ability to think back on other things. sometimes things seem very difficult, but when it comes to integrity ... integrity always seems to almost miss out. but even to wonder is to treasure a passing second. a moment.

life's filled with moments, and either they are yours ... or you give them away to the one that seems to need it. but to think this slowly has to be giving many a head-shift. more like a [total ignore] but what we fill up our moments with ... we fill up our lives with. thanks to mother nature's beautiful names she assigned to each and every one of us.

scientists say this dna is related to bits and bytes and compound arithmetic and complex equations and last i heard they deciphered 3 billion ... [of the actual code element of dna] so it can be a word ... in some sort of language. but if the things we think about and the things we do about are not in some sort of order, we will never have the answers that we seek. and then again many do not seek any answers further than the next meal.

thoughts of an economy as a dollar bill struggling to hold up a plate of cookies because many ants are eating away at the dollar bill and cookies are falling from the sky and more ants are coming and the dollar bends more and the cookies slide ... is not copyrighted, so go ahead and use it television already. we are the ants. we put the dollar there to give us our cookies when we wanted. we were few then. and the leaders among us didnt imagine we would turn into what we are now. maybe some of them did.

we fill our lives with eager anticipation that either the messaiah would arrive or ... cuz the leaders are lacking the ability to see. proper planing must look at the past and the future ... never the present. but presently news = hollywood, because the television was never used as it should have been intended.

stop me all ... if this thought does not f@#$ you up. can you imagine the human race if televisions had turned into schools. i mean of course you see what i mean. can you imagine if televisions only show educational materials ... only. ONLY. i mean from day one lecturers could veritably retire. schools could close and monitored safety parks and sports and technical vocational areas take their place. parents could stay home ... [i dont know how yet.] but the smoke drifts away now. and all of a sudden ... maybe you can understand how stupid i think i really am. [and maybe not]

so you fill your life with your moments. trust me i know how you feel. buts its a big world.

the trouble with love is ...

sometimes when a dog barks and your mind actually thinks you can identify ... something it is intending ... then would be a good time to get angry at science for being absurdly stupid. see the thing about science is .. it aims to prove or disprove a hypo ... back up .. right there. it aims to prove.

it should have aimed to influence ... maybe then it would have been given more attention. and all manner of heavenly daydreams can be fulfilled. sorry i meant 'could have been' ... funny how we always almost miss it ...

next week wednesday

It is only a step from boredom to disillusionment, which leads naturally to self-pity, which in turn ends in chaos.
... these are not my words, i dont think anything i have ever written has ever sounded so vague. most of you will never truly understand the mind of the man that has gone down in history for saying them, hopefully, me neither. but to take every last one of those words and feel the negativity inherent in its nature, you might come to the assumption that it bears not repeating ... because it appears to be true.

the are other things that appear to be true too. butter is bad, so is sugar, so is the bread, and the vapor molecules of fume that now go undetected by most, when buying gas. my english teacher could never see eye to eye with me ... punctuation still made words awkward, less restrictive punctuality meant my own understanding and how i delivered it back was always my interpretation of what the .... ever you just told me. this is me. cursed with a genetic memory though i think that whole slavery thing wont fully go away ever ... today i bought a chicken salad sandwhich. the guy [ethnically different] seemed to be uneasy with my ethnicity or .. but i guess people are afraid. i guess black guys eat less of this sandwhich here .. than anywhere where i am from and where he is from ... scary indeed

but what appears to be true is the fact that no one knows what overcrowding looks like ... we are killing the planet whales are dying ... etc. so many problems. why is no one doing anything about it? do'nt give that .. it all starts with us that bs is see through to monkeys. am i not then more intelligent than mere donkey kong? ... well the sad part is king kong fought ... and we kicked his ass. not me .. but those rich enough to have travelled far enough to misinterpret the creature.

no offense though because thats what we teach our kids ... but we are only teaching them what we havent the time to begin to understand. so do habits become blind, ritual empty ... and then nightmarish mirror reflections of the opening line ... do about it we must. i believe deception ... is grossly misunderstood. most people [myself included] sometimes are totally unforgiving of their own ignorance and dismiss themselves as to being ''perfectly'' still themselves after seeing a magic trick or unexplained event. most people dont know how an airplane flies, or how much work goes into computer programming.

you see we all have the ability to understand something phenomenally different about our environment. because we are so thankfully different. but even our interpretations and understanding of ourselves and our environment is not widely communicated. most conspiracy theorists dramatize the fact that something has happened, or is going to happen, or we are being lied to. this is because even the dissenters from the social norm have an organismal optimistic approach to the preservation of life.

what i do not see are the minds that have realized that we are in an endgame situation. and that calamities [i hope i killed that biblical term correctly] are more than likely a pre-determined occurrence and if overpopulation is invisible, then i wonder where is it in the bible about how many people can successfully live on this rock before christ returns. i am not saying this jokingly, the water in your town is not as good as it used to be ... until you had to pay for it. water ... i bet some people could never imagine paying for water. billions of em. but not us bloggers.

i am sure all of this may not sink in until next week wednesday.

unregular human disposition

firstly most people who read this, will have a most difficult time identifying the underlying positivity that lies underneath this crude exposition. most people are born without a knack or understanding of science outside of the scope of their daily routine. this is due to nature? i wont argue for, or against nurture. but i do propose that the vast majority of us are pre-disposed to life as we know it.
this involves the following of various models, religious, political, familial cultural etc. all of which have no basis in the proper determination of [a daily renewed] quantum experience.

lets face it, there goes more unexplained everyday, than goes explained, this process of explanation [in a way] helps us to evolve [or devolve] ie. communication like this being read, will be seen as primary in nature, to some, while others will have no idea of implications generated by the anti-thesis to many of these statements [including those you haven't read yet].

science can not explain everything, but by trying to do so, we raise the level of humanity to plateaus that are often mistaken as significant days, era's .. periods etc. when in fact the only significant events are usually shielded from public view. this mere hypothesis is so plausible it has to be taken as a possible reality. but realities [controlled environments because every environment follows its own set of physics] are not for everyone. some humans have been genetically ... de-vovled. anyone who thinks they use the total capacity and use of their brain should be able to provide you with the hard maths that proves this theory.

that's what we as humans do everyday. we theorize and philosophize on the tiny details and we continuously conduct experiments within our known environments. our ability to remain restricted to our realities is more or less in-evitable. as the movement of time or our in ability to detach ourselves from it, contributes to some of what we term the human condition.

science is quite possibly the most important tool necessary in making life easier, nazism explored and exploited this belief with selfish results. why? i am no nazi but i do identify with fundamentals that the leaders during that period acted upon. they acted on their beliefs, not many people on the planet act so viciously on beliefs that are so ... basic. these are people of which money is just a word. and politicians are simple tax collectors and i hate to use the word liars ... i prefer the term, ''engaged in dis-information for the sake of'' [insert minority group here, or global cause, or simply imagine a check to be written out to whoever you wish in any amount not to exceed 3 million dollars ... deposited where you want it] this is a job most government officials pray to get the chance of.

i have had the un-deniable task of trying not to think macro-cosmically. this has caused me to be a bit removed from normal influences and seek the influences of the few. finding the few seems to be simple enough, but without a Ph.D. behind my name i have had to prove my true intentions on 2 occasions. [classified] what i am hoping for [to come out of all of this] is the influence of more to turn to science, it may uncover realities more important than any television series, ballgame, opera show, vacation to the bahamas etc.

i am in the bahamas and yes the weather and the reality in which i find myself is ... can be very enjoyable at times, but the worlds i have been exposed to, have more than helped me realize that an island location is a great escape from harsher realities forced upon some [in a tragic way] and generously gifted to others. i am not proposing that just because you have a question, you should have it answered by someone who can answer it. but maybe i would answer it for you ... if you would simply accept it. but because our heads are so humanly strong once we push it in one direction .. its hard to pull it back out [lol] i am currently working on frequencies and the human bio-electro magnetic field. military already has physical equipment geared toward affecting the human body with invisible unaudible ... waves that can be used for many effects, from hot-stasis [opposite of cryo-stasis, which involves the stopping of the physical body among other things] hot stasis involves tuning of cells to a level of resonance that ... heals the cell, removes foreign substances [at the cellular level] and can actually have an almost limitless applications depending on the frequencies that can be safely used.

i do not write code, but hopefully i become gifted with this ability in the near future. and no its not like i am just gonna be on a beach in a few minutes ... a guy got laundry to do, sleep to catch up on from ... last night etc. today i was asked who could be blamed for us? [social-culture] but i left it alone ... the asker must seek out their own. my demons belong to me, and i wont let them near anyone else. i may get a chance to test out my science on them .. soon enough.